The times of the past.
Today I am free to blog, but gonna make it much shorter than usual cos, exams are coming and stuff, no time for such shit.
Recently my results have been quite.. shocking. I seriously never expected the grades to be so high… But oh well, amath is still a problem, and there are a lot of things that can be done about my physics and chem and stuff. I am quite happy with a lot of subs, but I really shouldn’t let these successes get into my head. Anyway, I should just give thanks to God. Yup.
After G2G I have been thinking of life in a much more different perspective.. Like I’m living each day for a purpose, and each day is a gift from Him I should cherish. But yeah there are a lot of stuff like “Living like your dying” that I have not really applied to my life. I still procrastinate a lot. Haha. But I feel much happier when I think of Him and what he has given me. Even though yeah, sometimes can’t help but have sad thoughts about stuff, like the past and what I should have done etc, but yeah.. I’m sure I’ll get the chance to make up for what I’ve done wrong. Just need to gather all the strength and courage to face what I’ve been running away from. Not gonna happen any time soon…
Oh I just started on prelim 1 topics, and I have a bad feeling that I won’t be able to finish all of them by prelim 1. Oh well. Try my best, and all is well. Muwhahaha.
Been sacrificing sleep. I think I should get on with trying to sleep on time even though there are a lot of things I want to accomplish. Remember that Bible verse about not worrying about tmr? Yeah haha even birds can be fed by God so why not us?
WHOOHOO I’ve become much more pro at sc2. I love that game. It’s so fun yet so challenging at the same time. Definitely a game with long shelf life. Oh well. I wanna get better at Protoss. That’s my main race now.
Guitar.. Is much better than where I was like… a few months back. My guitar has been steadily picking up in skill. But there’s the theory part and application of that theory that I always, always wanted to learn… Like how to improvise a song and stuff, but I just can’t get it. And I also can’t get which chord is for what key, and I don’t even know my scales. There’s a lot to be done.
Gosh I really want to see the match I just had just now. One of the best I ever had. And the player was so gracious when he lost. Even asked me for tips hehe.
But oh well. Got to go. Needa start on sec 3 geog. Bye!
Listen to Old Friend acoustic version by Early Rise. It’s a nice song.
The feelings are slowly fading away even though I so desperately want to hold on to them. Slowly, surely, the image of you in my mind is fading, and with it, the memories that I still cling on to dearly.