Stumble, but move on.

Is it worth it to hold on to someone who no longer cares?

Sometimes I ask myself why I’m doing this even though she moved on. It just boggles my mind how stupid I am to hold on. Yet, I still feel the pain as if it was yesterday.

Yes, I know she’s happier now without me, I know she’s moved on and even probably found someone better than me. I guess that’s the case with first loves right? You never really move on.

But all I want now is to forget. Forget that I ever loved her, because it’ll make things better for both of us.

Move on to JC, hopefully start over.

I really need peace. It’s been a while since I ever truly was happy with another girl.

I think it’s going to take a lot more than just a while.


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