Hello again guys! Well, maybe that was a little too joyful an introduction to this post.
You know today I was kind of reminded of how I’m rushing and running and stumbling in life. How I’m chasing a goal so far ahead that I don’t even know where I’m even going.
And I was reminded of how fragile life is. How ephemeral and weak we all are. That our lives can be taken away so easily, and everything we’ve cherished, worked for, cried for, all gone in a single moment.
Sometimes I feel all of this weight bearing down on me and I really don’t know what to do.
It’s so tiring to live.
Yet I want to see more beautiful things. I want more of those moments where I can say, yes, I’m glad I held out to see this. I’m glad I ploughed through everything to get here.
Haiz. It’s one of those lonely nights I guess. Gonna hug my bunny and bury myself under my sheets for a while before I get up and destroy all the obstacles in my way to my goal.
I know I’ll get back up each time I have such falls. That’s how I’ve changed. Which is a really good thing =). See you guys again! And I hope I’ll be much happier then.