I don’t wanna think about it anymore.
Tonight is one of those nights where I get stabbed pretty hard in the heart. I don’t know why but I’m feeling this extreme amount of regret and sadness coming from nowhere.
Well, not nowhere, I have a hunch of where I am getting it from, but I thought I came to terms with it months ago.
Turns out I didn’t. Well the gist of it is that it was my fault though.
It’s painful, but I guess that’s the nature of goodbyes.
=/. Not liking this feeling, even though I shouldn’t feel so much for it anymore.
Gah. I should just sleep it out.