There’s a few things about life that’s really difficult but I think this is one of the hardest.
I realize there’s a lot of hellos and goodbyes in my life right now that I haven’t took the time to appreciate.
The first goodbye I made was to my band. I said goodbye because I could never work with someone as toxic as the keyboardist. She was really one of the worst. That was a goodbye for the better.
The second goodbye was made this morning, where I sent Yu Hng off to UK. It hasn’t fully sunk in yet, but I feel like there’s a part of me that wished he stayed. I wish him all the best. I think this moment, though small, was a momentous one. It represents the point where our paths diverge. He will go on to live his musical life, while I carve my own out in Business.
I’m jealous but I’m also happy that I’m here, because I met so many talented and fun people in SMU.
The third goodbye that’s coming soon, is probably between me and someone I met recently. To be honest, I was interested in her, but recently, I think I need to give up any hope of having a good or constant relationship with her. She’s just… cold I guess.
You see life is just a series of hellos and goodbyes. You make relationships, and you break them. You love and you let go. You leave and you start anew.