Hi guys, I’m pretty sure this isn’t the first post I’m writing with this title. But I just wanna go on a relaxing rant about how busy I am and then get on with life.
So, tomorrow is one presentation that’s coming up. I found that the more I thought about it the more I felt unprepared. I think it’s more a mental thing than anything, but I feel a bit insecure about it. Which is why I am blogging about it. I want to reflect upon my ability to follow up on previous lessons more consistently.
Tonight was just one of those nights where I feel like I’m in a whirlpool of deadlines, and I’m really afraid of what’s going to happen.
I’m feeling the pressure. But I know it’s just temporary, and it’s just me thinking too much. Maybe because I invested so much in this that I’m afraid to fail here. But I won’t. I refuse to. Even if something happens, I will be able to handle it and move on. I will get through this.
I realized that the more you invest in something, the more you feel likely that you will fail, because you keep thinking of the extra possibilities etc.
But I think I’ve done well up to now, if I’ve neglected something or overworked on something else, I feel that it’s a lesson to be learnt in time management and efficiency in studying. Live to learn. No mistake is too costly as long as you do your best.
Alright, now I’m done psychoing myself, I think I deserve a good break. Ok after I attempt to save the quiz on Wednesday. LOL. So screwed.
It’s just uni life. I feel like I’m adjusting, but these ranting and psychoing sessions will do me good once in a while. Come on Kevin, you’re better than this.